Facebook news feed.
Friday: ‘So he asked and I said yes!’
Saturday: ‘I’m engaged!’
It’s fabulous news for these Women! I am very very happy for them.
I can only imagine the excitement a woman must feel knowing the man she loves not only thinks, but has shown, that she is the most amazing woman who fits perfectly into his world. So perfectly he cannot imagine another woman in her place.
It must feel amazing knowing your future has a someone in it, someone who has no intention on going anywhere. Not without you by their side. I had that. I left that. I sought that. I thought I got it again. I didn’t. Here I am.
It’s my Ex Ex’s birthday today. I’ve been missing him. I miss the strength which our relationship had. We overcame everything thrown our way and stayed together, until we didn’t. Until I didn’t. I do wonder if that will ever come my way again. Or have I walked away from the only man who I could truly rely on to fulfill that role in my life. A solid partner who demonstrated love, compassion, strength, honesty and authenticity day after day for ten years.
I know my Ex, the most recent, shattered my trust in the reliability of a man when things get tough. Our first bump, he was gone.
I want someone to restore my faith.